March 15th, 2003

Back at uni again, Just got back from yeppoon. Went and saw Ivan and Jeab and had a chat. Also hung around for tea, which was another one of jeabs brilliant dishes…. man it was good.

Sooooo im sitting at uni again, not much else to do, but that suits me just fine. So far noone else is online so there isnt even anyone i can chat to. Im just trying to type without looking at the keyboard and im actually going ok.

Ive got lots i want to blog about but dunno where to start… hrmmmm I dont get it when people try to make everyone else happy at their own expense. I mean sure… i like doing things for people to help them out, but there is noway i am going to do something that i DONT WANT to do…. am i silly or what? Im kinda amazed at the whole ‘try to make yourself feel good by doing what other people want’ way of thinking…. bleh… righto, time to move on…

Blogs are cool, you can vent and discuss and stuff by yourself without anyone else. Even when the rant is about noone in particular. *sigh*

My powerbook is kicking arse at the moment laptops are cooooool! yipppeeeee

ok, enough stooopid blogging… time to find somthing else to do..

bleh de bleh

Hrmmmm sitting at home, just got the boot so im sitting at my desk trying to do some java stuff for my PHD. Gotta make a secure digital key/certificate, but the instructions arnt working, or they arnt clear enough for me to undertand how to do it right. hrmmm eitehr way it isnt working.

So yeah, last night watched a movie with Melanie and Nick, that was cool. Somthing to do i guess.

Ive come to the conclusion that its best to just plan for yourself, forget about everyone else and just do your own thing. Make no plans, make no decisions regarding other people, that way you wont ever be let down or disapointed. I guess in a way, following that thinking could also land you at home by yourself doing nothing, but hey… who cares.. right?

So i rekon thats what ill do, Ill probably sit at home for a while and later this arvo go to uni and stuff around / do some work. Tomorrow i think ill go for a drive to the beach or somthing.. who knows.

*ponders*

So i had a meeting abour writing exams yesterday, went ok. Just gotta sit and start typing the questions up and organising the marking scheme. I just gotta get in the mood. Im meant to have a meeting again on monday, but it doesnt really matter if i dont get anything done. She said it was ok.

Im getting a bit hungry, but not really in the mood for eating….. thinking about lots of stuff and so forth, which i tend to do every now and then. Sorting things out and i guess in a way planning. hrmmm who knows.

Next week there is some ‘casual/part time staff’ get together/meeting at the uni i have to go to. Its paid so thats alright, but i get a feeling its just going to be filled with useless bullshit and stuff. hrmmm i guess its a good chance to meet otehr people in the faculty, but in a way i already know enough…. bleh…. *picking up any negative vibes here people…*

Its damn hot today, the sun just starting shining really brightly, makes everything look colorful and stuff. Good thing i have my air con going, keeps things a little less hot.

anyway, im gunna stop this and do some more thinking… things to sort out and take care of – and things to just think about.

bleh